I have terrible audition anxiety, especially when it comes to singing. Auditions make me so nervous, looking at the panel writing things down while I perform, knowing that people want me to do worse than them, and just recently becoming a singer. I'm pleased to say that last night, auditioning for my local group's performance of Sweet Charity, I seemed to really beat the audition nerves. I've been practicing for 6 months for this one audition, and I managed to get up there, sing without shaking, give a great performance, and really engage those watching me. And while I had secret hopes of being able to read for the lead part, and I know I can sing her songs, I don't have the clear-as-a-bell voice that can get me through the first round to where I can read for the lead. I wasn't even given the chance. So, I'll likely get cast in the ensemble, but I feel good about it. I feel like, if cast in the ensemble, it was on my terms and based on my performance, not because they need dancers, even if they can't sing. So, hooray for kicking fear's ass a little bit last night. I have hopes it will make future auditions even easier!!
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